The Silt Reader
Issue
Ten (2007)TVREC 043 32 Pages. Features: Barry Ballard, Steve deFrance, C.K. Edgeware, Lisa Flaherty, Arthur Gottileb, Andrew Grossman, Daniel A. Harris, Karla M. Houston, Megan Jones, Lee Kitzis, Arthur Winfield Knight, Dudley Laufman, Gerald Locklin, B.Z. Niditch, Donna Pucciani, Charles P. Ries, Tanya Rucosky Noakes, Kevin Sweeney, Don Winter. 500 copies produced.
Read our Silty
rave reviews. Sample poems from Issue Eight: megan jones “Opacity gives way. Transparency is the mystery.”
—James Richardson
i only noticed how closely we reflected
the states of matter because i was a
chemistry major that fall,
that grey season when we combined the
wrong elements and
it blew up in our faces
Perhaps i should have suspected
dangerous Alchemy when the
best lab exercise all term was
letting the match
burn my thumbnail to
the quick
Everyone else was calculating
our half-life but you,
you were opaque
my white-knuckled, blond god
and i joined the swarm of sleepwalking
women
because
you always told the truest lies
and eyes will pass over what the
heart wishes dead
i came close to cracking the Code of our
false chemistry but you always
stopped me with
bulging eyes and pants
your pupils floating
obscenely in the milk Broth
meeting my melon-rind eyes
And with the smell of love still
lingering in twisted sheets the
Liquid quicksilver
measuring the fever
under my tongue
congealed to dregs
the small
solid Remainders,
what’s left over after dividing the body’s pain
Our last bonds were vaporized when
i remarked
“this simply cannot be what
i’ve torn my clothes off for”
As the blinding transparent
gas enveloped us it was
all over but the Shouting
and the suffocating fog cleared only
after you
slammed the door
Someday i would like a love
thick as that mushroom cloud
but not with pity
arthur winfield knight I could never suspend my disbelief watching Bonanza. Adam was too cool, dressed in black, and I couldn’t imagine any adult being called Little Joe. I thought Hoss looked stupid with a ten-gallon hat, and their father reminded me of mine, always giving unwanted advice. Adam dropped out to become a doctor, and years later Little Joe became an angel. Hoss died, and dad got a job selling dog food. Now it all seems too real. I watch reruns every Saturday, and my wife and I visited the Ponderosa Ranch, high above Tahoe. Tourists took pictures of the fictional graves of fictional characters. A year later, everything was gone— bulldozed. You could buy a small condo for a million. My wife wondered what happened to the graves. kevin sweeney Saturday my shorts feel wet; in the men’s room I’m covered in blood. It’s a hemorrhoid, but the ER physician’s assistant puts an adjective with gravitas in front of it. Wednesday Molly and I take Jamie to dinner to celebrate being our student then getting accepted at Smith. By now I’m wearing panty liners (with wings) my wife has bought me as I’m still leaking and won’t see the surgeon until next week. Our waiter mentions his “hubby,” and we wonder if he’s been to Massachusetts since the court decision; then Molly and Jamie get into it about gay marriage. Molly says epigrammatically, “...but it ain’t marriage!” Jamie says she’s missing the point. I excuse myself to go check my pad: still spotting but no serious blood. Back at the table I say something pseudo intellectual about time eroding the temporality of custom, blah blahing like a bald guy with pony tail, fl owing shirt, & beatific smile. As we walk Jamie to her truck, Molly asks if Smith is going to make her a lesbian. Jamie’s had male and female lovers so it isn’t entirely up to Smith. “No, I want some penis,” she responds. Next I walk Molly to her car and she tells me about her London trip, a fibroid tumor, bathtub water turning red, so she asked her husband, “Jesus, how much blood can one person lose?” and he said the body kept making more. She explains that until menopause the question “Is there blood on my dress?” has the urgency of a border check point. Finally I walk to my car alone, a man who doesn’t need protection, and resolve to change my pad soon as I get home. |
back to Table of Contents